i hired ludwig’s va. why ? i have plans that i cannot share with you right now because the haters will sabotage me.

work called me in to cover a shift,,,does this mean i’m doing a good job at work ??? i hope lol

my first day of training was on wednesday. im a cashier and it was so much fun !!! my trainer said i was one of the best he’s trained :D

it’ll get better eventually. but there’s always gonna be nights where it just hits me out of nowhere because right now i’m just here like

like mf u know it’s bad when anything ludwig related dont help 💀

i also just realized…31 whole pookies. that means sm to me,,,because like that seems like such a tiny number but shit 31 POOKIES ????? i love u guys

man i cant fucking sleep but i just was thinking. there’s certain things i can’t look at or do without being reminded of something or someone. there’s songs i cant listen to the same anymore, movies i cant watch. activities i used to do but they’re tainted by memories. no matter how long these people have been out of my life, some of them i’m happy that they’re gone, their existence still resonated with me. part of me hates it, because some of these people i haven’t talked to in YEARS. then, some of these people i despise with a burning passion. i don’t WANT to remember them, but it’s hard not to in moments like this. i don’t know what to do to change this. does it ever change ? does it ever get better ?

GUESS WHOS A WORKING WOMAN AGAIN

going on that job hunt again wish me luck pookies

something that still makes my brain go yippee is when someone saves a song from my playlist onto theirs

not rlly what i put in blogs…but i learned i really like how my hair looks when it’s straight. that and straightening it every once in a while isn’t gonna make it crunchy asf

i felt pretty :> also face reveal ig ???? fuck it we ball